Paper Chasers

I printed a hell lot of piano scores!!! For... i dont know, inspired days when i feel like being an amateur musician. There is still a pile more somewhere in my score file, mostly final fantasy sheet music that is so dreamy to LISTEN TO. (not necessarily to play)



OOOOhhhh blame it all on rusty fingers... So far the only one that ive succeeded in is Take A Bow; trying for Love Song next. Let me tell you, its no easy peasy to play on piano and sing at the same time. Omg you will not believe the co-ordination involved. OK FINE I AM A VERY AMATEUR MUSICIAN DANDY?

And although i didnt ask for one, it seems that i got a christmas present from a totally unexpected person. The script has been released!!! On xxxmas!!!! So i spent a very pleasant boxing day reading my script and watching Australia (the film, dumboosters, not the country).

I'm quite pleased with the script. I must say i do quite like it and am very excited to start working on it... Don't be put off by the mandarin in the dialogue; i was initially, until i realized how meaningful the play is. But i look positively distressed (not to be confused with de-stressed) with the amt of lines that i have to remember!!!






On another last note, i was playing around with my camera today and found this multi-shutter thing. Press the shoot button and it takes like 5 pics at a go. Combined with auto-timer, it produces rather highlarious effects. Or maybe its just me amusing myself at 3 in the morning xD

The Black List

If Santa had a bitchy list, the three of us would definitely feature at the very top of it xD



Merry XXXmas, SSM partners!

Hello Goodbye

Call it premonition. Call it the strange electricity in the air. Call it a sign from my not so great results hehehe

I have this nagging feeling that i will be in australia in a year and a months' time. And in this space of time, i better get started on tying up loose ends.

Oh there goes that alternate reality that could have been.

OMGOSH but if i do get to go, then ill finally have a chance to layer my clothing WITHOUT dying from heatstroke!!!! And i can be the official aus shopping agent; Cotton On anybody??

Speaking of cotton on, theres gonna be a boutique in tamp mall!!!! Oh wait but im fcking broke. Ahh shucks....

Merry xxxmas to those ppl who celebrate over-commercialized holidays :D

While Normal People Sleep

Wahahahahaha zhiren you need to see this..

Since i'm so insanely free, i trolled youtube for hair tutorial videos for the chopstick bun. Not my previous cheater version of tying a bun then sticking the chopstick through; but rather the one where you take a chopstick, twirl it around and viola, bun.

WOOHOO I DID IT YO. Lol although i did lose a bunch of strands in my first few tries.. And okayyyy fineeee yessss i know the hair is going everywhere and its so uber messy but seriously nothing to be done about that coz i got too many layers hurhurhur...







Plus, i also found videos on how to achieve that poofy, backcombed look on dior's fall08 ready to wear models. I might be crazy enough to do that for school if it doesn't take too long.. BUT FIRST, gotta get me some hairspray for that.. Will probably try that look in the next few days if im not too lazy xD

AND pics from our xxxmas adventure around orchard-milleniawalk-marina will be uploaded once stupid msn cooperates and not just CUT OFF THE FILE SENDING WHEN ITS ALMOST DONE GRRRRR...

As The Fog Lifts

The more i think about it, the more i wonder. Whether i should press on with law or whether my true calling lies with TS.

Before you think "omg what a fickle minded bitch" lemme tell you something. TS has never been pushed out completely from the back of my head since my entry into vj.. True, i always like to think that i dont regret choosing the science route but then again it seemed to me that it was like a significant crossroad. Once you passed go, you can't go back, that sorta thing... How to do a complete 180 to FASS TS major now?

But recent developments have led me to re-question my choices..

C'mon c'mon gimme a sign dammit. Help me out before i make a completely shiteous choice.. Definitely no turning back this time..

Theatre Will Save My Life

Just finished off a three day theatre workshop in school.

The vocal coach taught me how to open my voice. Unbelievable, what a difference a day makes. Now i need to practice practice practice till i get to perfect.



And shit man, absolutely awful time for something like that to happen. ARGHHHHHH.

Why am i always getting stuck in dead-end relationships with guys i like?

What Have You Done

By Within Temptation feat Keith Caputo

Would you mind if I hurt you?
Understand that I need to
Wish that I had other choices
than to harm the one I love

What have you done now!

I know I’d better stop trying
You know that there’s no denying
I won’t show mercy on you now
I know, should stop believing
I know, there’s no retrieving
It’s over now, what have you done?

What have you done now!

I, I’ve been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away... oh
(What have you done now!)
Why, why does fate make us suffer?
There’s a curse between us, between me and you

What have you done! What have you done!
What have you done! What have you done!
What have you done now!
What have you done! What have you done!
What have you done! What have you done!
What have you done now!

Would you mind if I killed you?
Would you mind if I tried to?
Cause you have turned into my worst enemy
You carry hate that I don’t feel
It’s over now
What have you done?

What have you done now!

I, I’ve been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away... oh
(What have you done now!)
Why, why does fate make us suffer?
There’s a curse between us, between me and you

What have you done! What have you done!
What have you done! What have you done!
What have you done now!
What have you done! What have you done!
What have you done! What have you done!
What have you done now!

What have you done now, What have you done?

I will not fall, won’t let it go
We will be free when it ends

I, I’ve been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away... oh
(What have you done now!)
Why, why does fate make us suffer
There’s a curse between us, between me and you

I, I’ve been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away... oh
(What have you done now!)
Why, why does fate make us suffer
There’s a curse between us, between me and you

Enough is enough. Let us just call it a day and leave it at that.

Put On A Show Kinda Girl

MAYJAH. CAMWHORE. POST.

Wedding Day.






Wedding Night (In loli!! And i'm so act cute i could die >.<)






Sunday outing with Jon And Si Rong

Of Fluff And Schmuff

Thank goodness for girl friendsssss <3



And this is uber cute larh. Daiso has the cutest stuff i swear.


Wedding tomorrow!! (obviously not my own) MAYJAH headache trying to find something to wear for the church wedding AND the dinner but possibly also MAYJAH pic spam post tmr for all the narcissistic bitchwhore shots ^.^V

CHM THINKS MR M****** IS VERY HANDSOME WORRRRRRRRR~

Oh Great.

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

Why all the Heroes episode 9 on megavideo have audio and visual syncing problems?!?!?!?

Waiting On The World To Change

WHAT. THE. FUCK. WAS THE POINT.

YOU are not the god you claim to worship. YOU don't deserve to play around with human lives to further your political agenda. YOU don't deserve to wave your religious beliefs as a shield for your selfish reasons. YOU don't deserve to speak for the people who have suffered and been discriminated against because YOU have done the same thing as the ones who have inflicted pain to begin with.

I want to hear the stories of the natives who suffered for this. Because when people talk about the terror attacks, they talk of all the lives of the foreigners cut short. They write the stories of Ms Lo, "the first person from the republic who died in a terror attack" (gawd what an awful title the newspaper should never have printed that), of the Rabi and his wife, of the Americans and British foreigners. These people definitely shouldnt be forgotten and they're more than a statistic. But so are the Indians. So write their stories because they deserve better. They deserve just as much, maybe even more.

Compared to this, our problems are really quite small aren't they?

I ain't gonna whine about my exams no more.